O Bryan, I can’t believe you’re sans love my special friend …your voice, manner, words, kind acts of mercy, empathy, compassion…what’s there not to love? Add years to your age and you’re that same little boy with the cutest grin and mischievous eyes. Someone must have punched you that you’re passive aggressive now. Baby don’t you know you’re the best thing since unisex perfume? Mod Cherry Orchard is my fav? Clone Cherry …33…Rich you betcha…costly low, just right for all over. I always love unisex, one for me and one for thee.i love black pants too, they go with everything. Coffee?Anyway it’s there. Tea? Chai tea latte…iced. fragranc? CLEAN rain, skin,warm cotton …all classic line. .my purse is clear stadium clutch. Hair natural.makeu none jewelry minimal. Clothes comfortable. Lots of black. And I love repetition…easy to make decisions. Memory same as yours my special friend you may edit this comment section if you like…thanks for,Asking for my comments!LOL
O Bryan, I can’t believe you’re sans love my special friend …your voice, manner, words, kind acts of mercy, empathy, compassion…what’s there not to love? Add years to your age and you’re that same little boy with the cutest grin and mischievous eyes. Someone must have punched you that you’re passive aggressive now. Baby don’t you know you’re the best thing since unisex perfume? Mod Cherry Orchard is my fav? Clone Cherry …33…Rich you betcha…costly low, just right for all over. I always love unisex, one for me and one for thee.i love black pants too, they go with everything. Coffee?Anyway it’s there. Tea? Chai tea latte…iced. fragranc? CLEAN rain, skin,warm cotton …all classic line. .my purse is clear stadium clutch. Hair natural.makeu none jewelry minimal. Clothes comfortable. Lots of black. And I love repetition…easy to make decisions. Memory same as yours my special friend you may edit this comment section if you like…thanks for,Asking for my comments! Lol
I love 1st Corinthians 13: 4-8. I believe that even if some relationships fail, God’s love NEVER fails us. He has a plan for all of us—walking in front of us. The poem “Footprints in the Sand” by Mary Stevenson comes to mind when the Lord says in the poem, “The times when you have seen only one set of footprints, is when I carried you.” Ok, now I made myself cry. He’s been with me, Bryan D. and everyone else every step of the way, continues to be and always will be! Now BD listen to PC when I say you have glorified God to the utmost highest using your voice and songwriting abilities and YOU are loved!
Meaning and Context
​In James, the term describes someone whose loyalty, faith, or intent is divided between two opposing directions—typically between faith in God and doubt, or between moral principles and worldly desires.
Sounds to me like degenerative personality disorder LoL
Church in the cloud is technically accurate, but I like the wind better…like coloring outside the lines..it’s my occupational therapy for neuropathy and it’s okay and all good. It makes me happy and smile my special friend
I’ve actually been thinking about this message since I listened to it yesterday. Envy is highly criticized. But I felt it just recently, and it is actually a cruel monster to the one going through it. It feels like something you desperately need is being given to somebody else and no one cares that you’ve been overlooked and slighted except your own self. Perhaps it can be said that in envy and jealousy one is truly alone. At 6th grade camp I was paired with the ugly fat unpopular kid as a dance partner, and my reaction was to cry. It always seemed like I was getting the short end of the stick. But a very sweet popular girl offered to be his partner instead and I was in the lurch. The teacher seemed to absolutely despise me for my treatment of this young man. And this girl was given an award. I was emotionally punished and all alone. I had no dance partner and had to watch everybody else dance from the sidelines, and no one understood or tried to understand what I was feeling or what I was going through. It was a miserable experience that always stuck with me. It still hurts to consider being alone with that jealousy. I guess I call it “jealousy” because it represented being jealous of the normal kids who didn’t always get the short end of the stick like I did. I now see the remedy as finding favor with God. Realizing when he invented each one of us he actually invented a masterpiece. And I was never my own idea, and by now have found great relief in giving it all to him, and turning it back over to him everyday.
When I look at leaders, I often wonder what their prayer life is like because it is probably what best defines them. I also find journaling to be very helpful. Extremely therapeutic. No rules. Can’t even read my handwriting when I’m done. Lol
fun .. I journal too .. but I never go back and read most of it..
21 Replies to “Dear God Havin Trouble Believing”
O Bryan, I can’t believe you’re sans love my special friend …your voice, manner, words, kind acts of mercy, empathy, compassion…what’s there not to love? Add years to your age and you’re that same little boy with the cutest grin and mischievous eyes. Someone must have punched you that you’re passive aggressive now. Baby don’t you know you’re the best thing since unisex perfume? Mod Cherry Orchard is my fav? Clone Cherry …33…Rich you betcha…costly low, just right for all over. I always love unisex, one for me and one for thee.i love black pants too, they go with everything. Coffee?Anyway it’s there. Tea? Chai tea latte…iced. fragranc? CLEAN rain, skin,warm cotton …all classic line. .my purse is clear stadium clutch. Hair natural.makeu none jewelry minimal. Clothes comfortable. Lots of black. And I love repetition…easy to make decisions. Memory same as yours my special friend you may edit this comment section if you like…thanks for,Asking for my comments!LOL
no editing from me.. we’ll just call it therapy.. cause that’s what I’m doin’
O Bryan, I can’t believe you’re sans love my special friend …your voice, manner, words, kind acts of mercy, empathy, compassion…what’s there not to love? Add years to your age and you’re that same little boy with the cutest grin and mischievous eyes. Someone must have punched you that you’re passive aggressive now. Baby don’t you know you’re the best thing since unisex perfume? Mod Cherry Orchard is my fav? Clone Cherry …33…Rich you betcha…costly low, just right for all over. I always love unisex, one for me and one for thee.i love black pants too, they go with everything. Coffee?Anyway it’s there. Tea? Chai tea latte…iced. fragranc? CLEAN rain, skin,warm cotton …all classic line. .my purse is clear stadium clutch. Hair natural.makeu none jewelry minimal. Clothes comfortable. Lots of black. And I love repetition…easy to make decisions. Memory same as yours my special friend you may edit this comment section if you like…thanks for,Asking for my comments! Lol
I love 1st Corinthians 13: 4-8. I believe that even if some relationships fail, God’s love NEVER fails us. He has a plan for all of us—walking in front of us. The poem “Footprints in the Sand” by Mary Stevenson comes to mind when the Lord says in the poem, “The times when you have seen only one set of footprints, is when I carried you.” Ok, now I made myself cry. He’s been with me, Bryan D. and everyone else every step of the way, continues to be and always will be! Now BD listen to PC when I say you have glorified God to the utmost highest using your voice and songwriting abilities and YOU are loved!
I appreciate yer appreciation!
Ur the best…God’s blessings for the nutshellians.. xoxo
came up with a new discription for us back row believers .. we’re at “Church In The Wind”
Yeah. Love today always has a condition attached. The word also gets thrown around a bit to easily..
I know that one… I’ve been wrestling with what constitutes a double minded man too
Meaning and Context
​In James, the term describes someone whose loyalty, faith, or intent is divided between two opposing directions—typically between faith in God and doubt, or between moral principles and worldly desires.
Sounds to me like degenerative personality disorder LoL
I have several symptoms matching your diagnosis! LOL Kad man
Church in the cloud is technically accurate, but I like the wind better…like coloring outside the lines..it’s my occupational therapy for neuropathy and it’s okay and all good. It makes me happy and smile my special friend
the Church in the Wind is gettin picked up first when we’re caught up in the air! LOL
The cloud is In the sky too and a safe place to be!
HI Jane.. yer back! again on the back row! yay
I’ve actually been thinking about this message since I listened to it yesterday. Envy is highly criticized. But I felt it just recently, and it is actually a cruel monster to the one going through it. It feels like something you desperately need is being given to somebody else and no one cares that you’ve been overlooked and slighted except your own self. Perhaps it can be said that in envy and jealousy one is truly alone. At 6th grade camp I was paired with the ugly fat unpopular kid as a dance partner, and my reaction was to cry. It always seemed like I was getting the short end of the stick. But a very sweet popular girl offered to be his partner instead and I was in the lurch. The teacher seemed to absolutely despise me for my treatment of this young man. And this girl was given an award. I was emotionally punished and all alone. I had no dance partner and had to watch everybody else dance from the sidelines, and no one understood or tried to understand what I was feeling or what I was going through. It was a miserable experience that always stuck with me. It still hurts to consider being alone with that jealousy. I guess I call it “jealousy” because it represented being jealous of the normal kids who didn’t always get the short end of the stick like I did. I now see the remedy as finding favor with God. Realizing when he invented each one of us he actually invented a masterpiece. And I was never my own idea, and by now have found great relief in giving it all to him, and turning it back over to him everyday.
I wrote another song before leaving SCB called Envy n Jealousy they make me so small..
Thanks. I will find it if it is out there. It was therapeutic just to vent. I don’t think I ever shared that story before.
actually its part of my reasons for prayer.. gettin stuff off my chest to someone who will even listen! LOL
When I look at leaders, I often wonder what their prayer life is like because it is probably what best defines them. I also find journaling to be very helpful. Extremely therapeutic. No rules. Can’t even read my handwriting when I’m done. Lol
fun .. I journal too .. but I never go back and read most of it..